Time is flying past. The kids are growing faster than I ever imagined. The lawn needs to be mowed, again. The weeds must be wrestled. So much needs our attention and yet nothing gets attention. We are like pin balls, flying this way and that. Planning when we can get to certain projects. I contemplated calling in sick on Monday. Instead I went in 15 minutes late. I wrote checks for all of our bills. On Monday night I wrote a list of every meal that our children will eat.
Yesterday our cleaning people came. GLORIOUS! I am one of those people that doesn't "see" the mess, but when it is gone I am stunned at the magnitude of cleanliness and organization.
Deep breaths keep me present. Sleep keeps me refreshed. Altering my diet will detox my body of the awful chemicals that I ashamedly exist on. Baby steps.
All in all it is a good life. Love abounds. Laughter is constant.