Poster child for the definition of insanity. I am not sure.
Some days it feels like I do not accomplish anything. But here is the thing, I don't TRY to accomplish anything and then I get frustrated and annoyed when things aren't done. Definition of insanity? Doing the same things over and over expecting different results. BINGO!!!
Admittedly I am not a super organized person. Admittedly I am not a person who follows a plan or has a routine. For example, I don't do dishes every night after dinner nor laundry every morning. Many people are like that, I am not. I doesn't make me a bad person, it makes me a crazy person!!! I often put pressure on myself and compare myself to people who are like that. I need to stop doing that. It is deleterious.
I feel overwhelmed a lot of the time and know that I need to take major steps to attack things in our home. When I think about my previous job and how I never felt like this then, I am reminded that 1. I had only two children and 2. I worked from home 2 days a week. I think I will ask if I can work from home one day a week. Just being able to throw a load of laundry in will assuage my anxiety.
What I really want? A person to do all of my laundry and make dinner for us. Everyday. How awesome would that be?!!!!