And I didn't even know I was doing it.
With each of my pregnancies I begin to wonder how I can change my life to be more available for my baby. But then reality sets in and the understanding of how there is not a lot of things that I can change. I, like most women, went out and got a job and advanced my career. Now my family depends on my income and there is no changing that. We have been working on getting our finances in order and are doing a great job at that, but the fact remains there isn't much change I can make to my career as we need the money. At least for now. Maybe over time I could do something different for less money but for now we will need to remain status quo.